2011

hahah it's been almost 2 years since any of us blogged here. funny how much things have changed since the last post.we totally skipped 2010. we must be very busy :P

wow

really.wow,i cannot believe,i mean i just realized.how amazing everything is.
like
what an amazing amount of homework that is due tomorrow i have..
its amazing how many clingy people i attract.hmm.
sympathy for lady vengeance was totally amazing.
this life is amazing.
it gets so amazingly boring that people just kill themselves.
its amazing how i overused the word amazing.
its amazing how some people who come across this would have made up an impression of me by the time they read this.
its amazing how they would probably be hateful or else neutral.
the size of my nose is amazing.
ah i love this.

i guess im paranoid

when i left malaysia
i was so happy
so excited
living here in a brand new place i was
happy
but when i went back again
my eyes open
and i see things i never saw before
and then now i think i really miss
so many things
i never took notice of before
i hate it.but i love it.
what am i meant to feel?
im not happy,but i still smile,so am i happy?
everything has changed but im probably still the same
just stagnant watching everyone run pass me endlessly.

whee our blog is up!

*pic of the day*

dis pic is taken a few days before the whole family left to land down under.
It's at a restaurant near Kayu Nasi Kandar, our chillout place last time.
love your smile in this pic, envy ur dimple.
look at my funny hair, but I like it.
although I look like shit in this pic..
when you're back we have to take LOADS of pics ok.
andddd....

WHO IS ETHER?
Love the layout..so nice!
whooot!

Thank Yous,

for making me cry in pubic public. I am in class now and my hand was itching to click on our blog so I did it I don't know why and I shouldn't have. Because you pulled my heart right down to my hungry tummy and made me weepy. Hmm, maybe because I'm hungry. Yea that must be it.
You made me miss you so much and I feel like flying there right this instant but I can't because of several reason and I think you know them.

Although I'm already 21 and they all say "you're 21st bday is gonna be the most unforgettable one". Well, it certainly is but not in a very memorable way.
No, I did not throw a huge ass party like everyone else did. I did not even have a birthday dinner with my closest friends. I did not go to a club to countdown to the day where it's confirmed "right, I'm a year older therefore wrinklier"-as Prissy will say.

I did none of them.

Still I am very very happy because Gary took the initiative to plan something for me although it went very wrong. He brought me to dinner at a normal coffee shop because he wants to pretend that he forgot it's my bday. At this point I didn't really care because I don't have the mood to celebrate anyways. I was feeling kinda down actually because you're so far away and I felt that there is no one that is truly close to me nearby. I felt detached. Anyways, after dinner he brought me to Secret Recipe and I knew something is up. He's not very good at planning or giving surprises. By the time we got there they were already closing up so he bought me a slice of cake. YES! Just ONE slice.. my fav flavor of course - blackforest cake. Well, at least he tried..so It's ok.haha

Then he called someone and said

"AIYO PLAN SPOIL ALREADY LA THE SHOP CLOSED! SO I JUST BUY FOR HER ONE SLICE LA. HOW NOW? GO HOME LO!"

I knew it was Sue Zan on the other line. He then wanted to bring me to her house. To celebrate, I assume. I insist that I don't want to go because I really don't want to. How can I go to her house to cebrate with one slice of cake then everybody in her house will watch me eat. ISHH, so not nice la.. like very thick skinned no?

But he was driving so he went there anyway and I have no choice but to go. So when Sue saw G, she was like " you crazy a? People's 21st bday and u buy ONE slice only? I thought when u called me say u wanna buy cake you will buy a WHOLE CAKE! You see I buy the candles so nice now how am I gonna charp it in the cake? ish.. geram la. I damn char dou!"

sue's mum(sm) : hey, where is her bday present.
Gary : there the cake la!
sm & sue : =.=" (i know in their head they were like OMG~~)
sm : wei people's 21 a, where can liddat one. at least buy one cake ma why buy one slice. not nice u know...shdohaoeglajghl;ajofjosahfohlgjaljsdfioahowelj ( mums will always be mums)
Gary : aiyo 21 oni ma..not 30 also.
sue : aiya mat tou lei gong sai la. you win(in her head she's like "you stupid fuck")

Haha it was kinda funny but also rather embarassing as well. I don't know why. I just don't know what to feel.. I just wanted to to home and sleep. But I was happy when you called me =)))))))
At least there is someone sane talking to me. ahahahahah... That was the story that I wanted to tell you last night but I couldn't because they're there. well this post is just to update you bout things. after you read it you can delete it ok. Thx so much for your bday wishes and those pics are very nice. I like the layout too. This is the best present---so far! wahahahaha
ok I gotta get back to class now. Changing classrooms. Love you fatty =p

Burung kakak tua.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

to MUKI

finally 21!

yes,my first post in our joined blog and its on YOUR birthday!!wheeet!okay,im not very good with words but here goes.i know muki the monkey since i was 0 i mean since i was born,she hated me and went through a dark tunnel in her sad little 4 year old world,but in the end due to my undeniable charm and beauty she fell in love just like everyone else did.after that we spent the rest of my 17 years and 17 years of her life together.

we shared the same bedroom:(

we begrudgingly shared our clothes XD ok not really we happily do.

we shared elle and the rents.

we shared the cat the dog the fishes ok no the cat is mine.muahaha

ok fine you get it we shared everything almost except you wont let me use your victoria secret fascinating eye thing!!:(sobs.ok nevermind.i bet you are asleep now due to my droning and ranting.

anywayss,i really miss you

we did almost everything together and you were there for me.

i hate mushiness but i can say i love you (chokes)

ok fine i love you okay and i miss you.sheesh.

satisfying milo ais crave.

i miss our late night talks no matter how sleepy you were you never told me off for waking you up again and again by yelling or singing so that we can talk.

i miss going dancing with you every saturday and having the best bubble tea on earth after that(the best cause i always have it with you)

i miss doing chores with you cause it makes it fun-er.

i miss irritating you because you make that face that scares of even an ogre.

i miss stealing your clothes.

i miss going out with you,you driving us out and me feeling oh-so-chio

i miss saying 'jie im so hungry and i crave milo ice'at 2 am and you with your cheshire cat grin knowing this is the cue for you to sneak me out to the mamak stalls XD.

i miss asking you random questions

i miss putting on mini concerts in the bedroom for you and elle tho you roll your eyes and tell me im stupid i know you liked it XD.

penang 07?my last trip to d Hometown

ok i missed lots of stuff but i think i wrote too much.

im so sorry and sad that i cant be there for your 21!birthday.twenty one.you're getting old,i think ill get you wrinkle cream .

yes im always the fat one.lol

ever since i flew 0976543267 miles away from you,i realised how much you mean to me.alot seems to sum it up.now that you are 21 and im turning 17 i hope things wont change so much,though distance did make a difference,the love for you will never change.gah mushiness.we are getting older and growing boobs and stuff.okay i shouldnt say that.when i look back at the photos i dont know if i should laugh or cry.okay i only said that cause i didnt know what to say,but yeah you know photographs=memories blabla.im really not pulling your heart strings yet am i?

well anyways,ill be back SOON this blogskin is just for today (extra mushy)seeing that its your birthday and stuff you know.well,i miss you.but we shall be reunited soon with lots of goodie bags and hugs.miss you,have a great 21st..iloveyou xDwheee!